Relationships

Relationships are extremely important. Unfortunately, I'm pretty sure none of mine are good.

Mom: Tell her about 25% of what's going on.
Dad: Tell him about 50%
J: Tell her about 30%, most of the time I hate her.
A: Tell her about 75%, I love her more than she loves me (At least I think so).
R: Tell her about 85% (but I only talk to her every now and then.)
AVID Teach: Tell him a lot but it's... weird.
H: I'm not even honestly friends with her anymore.
Ky: Our friendship is more for fun then talking about feelings.
Sp: I try to be nice but when he's overly nice it makes me want to be mean.
Ry: GOD, I am pretty much head over heels for him, that cannot be good for us.

I've never had a boyfriend... not because I haven't wanted one. More because I WAS kinda chubby and NOW I isolate myself haha.
I have no self-confidence that could be part of it. I'm not especially girly, I mean sometimes I have more in common with my friend's boyfriends then the actual friend. Maybe guys like girls who are snobby, predictable, and spoiled.... That has to be it.

I'm not ugly, actually I'm starting to accept that I AM pretty. I love music, and this is normally what I have in common with the above mentioned boyfriends, and boys in general. I am not spoiled, I don't expect anything, I'm not hard to please. I'm mysterious... I guess, aren't guys supposed to like that!?!?
I guess one problem could be that I tend to go for older guys, so guys my age don't have much of a chance. All the guys that have liked me I haven't liked. Plus, once I find out a guy likes me that I don't like I become a bitch towards them :/ oops!

Ah, well someday.